joanjoyce

I don’t know if somewhere between in your married life or even in just a relationship you felt no love anymore.

Is this an episode we really have to pass through or does this mean it’s over?

I am kinda loosing all the excitements I felt when we were just dating, on early months of our relationship or even after pregnancy. Maybe somewhow, getting through all the trials on our marriage, I kinda loose the trust.

I worried a lot, as in paranoid. Well he is kinda okey now, but it is really hard for me to be what I used to.

I used to smile a lot, I used to sing a lot, dance a lot. Free spirited, jolly, loving person. Now I am busy being worried on something I don’t know. Well that’s anxiety, even with a lot of fern-C everyday, I am still worried. LOL!

There were days that yes I want a separation but just a thought of it makes me shiver. Half of my brain or my heart too maybe, wants to be free but the other half wants to stay.

I know deep in my heart I love him but on to my brain it tells me I’ll be happier without him.

Sorry, I am really confused on this. I want him out but I want not too. Help?

I hope this is really just an episode I hope we surpass.