joanjoyce

Is it right to do what only makes you happy and never consider the people around you? Doing the things I love is so easy for it will made me forget my problems but taking for granted my other responsibilities even for 5 hours would be another problem and sometimes will make me feel guilty.

I know that the time that we get married and have kid(s), us girls really dedicated ourselves on becoming a loving wife and a very caring mother that most of the time or I should say until we forget that we also have our own self to care about.

It really depresses me at night thinking how my life is when I was still single and to now that I am married. I remember the time when I want something I’ll buy it, if friends want to go malling, night out or travel expect me to be there but this time I cannot even find time to call them to check how they are. The only thing I can do is to forward them with funny and friendly text messages to make them know I still exist.

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