joanjoyce

I decided to made my index a blog because I want to rant about my life. Most of you really wants a personal touch on my slash blog because I categorized it as a personal blog but when I found my niche on doing make money online thing, you know what i mean right?, I seldom talked about myself and what I feel. So here, I made this to continue my purpose to be well again through expressing what I feel.

So last July 2007 I made a blog to help me with my sickness, it is called anxiety. Whenever my mind gets idle, so many what ifs are running around on my thoughts. Year 2005 was the worst year of my life because I had so many episodes of anxiety, actually that time it was from waking up until I fall asleep at night.

But me finding sleep is already a big struggle. I hyperventilate, I palpitate and cannot sleep while no one is awake. That struggle gave me only 3 to 4 hours a day of sleep. As soon as I found out that my palpitation is nothing physical but a psychological disability I stopped going to hospitals.

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